Monday, December 29, 2008

Christmas Time in Tennessee!

I don't think there can be a better holiday than Christmas! With all the decorations, history, presents (hee hee), gift giving, and love going around, it makes you feel happier, and more joyous than normal.
It really kicked in the day after Christmas when I started my Christmas shopping for family. I can't remember if we put up the tree before or after Christmas, but what matters is we put it up haha.
I usually start listening to Christmas music around...Halloween. Yes, I know...lots of people think that is strange, but I don't. Christmas music is my favorite :)
This was my first Christmas with my brother not here, and my sister at work. So Christmas morning was very different, but it was still good! My Nana was here, so there were five people waking up at 5:30 (or 4:30 lol like me), and digging into their stockings, and unwrapping pretty gifts.
I got a boombox, that also hooks up to my mp3 player, Celtic Woman: A New Journey, Josh Groban Awake LIVE, A CD of Harp music, 10th Anniversary Edition of Pride & Prejudice BBC, August Rush, Jon and Kate Plus Ei8ht Seasons 1 & 2, Needle Felting supplies, A new coat, A new vest, bath stuff, A gift card from Target, Aerie, and Kohl's, A new book that I've never read (squee!), and a new Willow Tree Angel (I collect them :) I know there's probably more, but it's hard to think of it all at once.
I got Prince Caspian (3-disc) for my mom, August Rush (lol) for my sister, Playmobils for my little brother, National Treasure 2 for my older brother, and Thou Shalt Laugh 3 for my dad.
I had a fun Christmas season. I went to see my friend perform in The Best Christmas Pageant Ever, she was Beth. I laughed a lot, it was really fun. I went to Dollywood 3 or 4 times for the Christmas season. All the lights, and shows are beautiful. The new Polar Express 4D was awesome too!
It's sad that it's all over, and soon we'll be putting up the Christmas Tree, and all our decorations, but I had lots of fun, and can look forward to next year's Christmas!

Monday, December 15, 2008

The Opera (c)

Flashing colors,

Twirling skirts,

High voices,

Thick makeup,

Painted faces,

Hiding masks.

The thrill of the music,

Staring with intent interest,

Suspenseful worry,

A passion

Beyond compare,

A forbidden love,

This is what

You find

At the

Opera!

Sunday, December 14, 2008

Twilight

“If we had found a book or a movie that really offered a healthy, chaste, chivalrous vision of romance that was attracting teenagers by the millions, well, that would indeed be cause for rejoicing. And I’d be as eager as anyone to climb on the bandwagon and help promote them. But unfortunately, I can’t do that this time. Because underneath the surface, there are some truly disturbing themes and ideas in Twilight. Chief among these is that old, dangerous idea that a “bad boy” can easily be won and tamed by a “good girl”—an idea that has brought heartache to untold millions of good girls. As a Christian, I obviously believe that redemption and change is possible for sinners. But I also know that human beings alone cannot change each other.
It is not romantic, or safe, when a boy spies on you, follows you, and sneaks into your room without your knowledge (and especially without your parents’ knowledge).
It is not romantic, or safe, when someone tells you he’s dangerous and he’s killed people, to give answers like, “It doesn’t matter,” and, “I’m not afraid.” Again, I’ve worked with repentant murderers in prison. I know firsthand that redemption is possible for them. But that doesn’t mean that what they’ve done doesn’t matter.
It is not romantic, or safe, to try to see how close you and your boyfriend can get to the edge of danger without going over.
And it is not romantic, or safe, to offer yourself up for a boy to do whatever he wants to you—symbolized in the movie by the young heroine asking the vampire to bite her so she can become like him.
I know that Christian parents already have to spend a lot of time undoing the damaging lessons that their children are being taught—by the culture, by their peers, and even by their schools.
But it says something very sad about our culture when we have to argue that a young girl dating a dangerous killer is not a good role model, even if they are being abstinent. –Mark Earley”

Twilight; everything about the popular books is enticing; even the title. The cover of the first book in the series (Twilight) has a picture of a shiny red apple on it. The message of the whole book is that forbidden fruit tastes sweet. I’m reminded of a story in the Bible, where Adam and Eve took a bite out of something they couldn’t chew. The outcome for them was not sweet, and whoever says that something forbidden is sweet is terribly wrong.

The main character in the books, Bella Swan, moves from her comfortable life in Phoenix, Arizona, to a new, upside-down world in Forks, Washington. Her mother has gotten remarried, so Bella goes to live with her father.
Bella’s life at school starts out wonderful. She’s very popular. Everyone wants to be around her. The guys in her class make suggestive looks, and she likes the attention (even though she doesn’t really care for them).
But there is one boy at her school, who glares at her every time she sees him. She hates this reaction, because he’s the “hottest” guy in school, and she feels she has to know him.

Bella soon comes to learn that the reason the guy, Edward, glares at her, is because he’s a blood sucking vampire, who feels a powerful urge to sink his teeth into her and suck her blood. But because he is obsessed with her, and claims he loves her more than anything else, he resists the overpowering urge to bite her.
When Bella finds out, she right away tells him, “I don’t care if you bite me. I’m not afraid of you or what you can do to me.” She would become a vampire for him, just so she can be with him. She is addicted and obsessed with him. She idolizes him.

The first time I heard about the book Twilight, I was very skeptical. I tried to understand how anyone could want to read a book about a vampire. It personally sounded like a cheesy and weak story plot. But as I looked at all the people around me who were obsessed with the books, and couldn’t put them down, even if they tried, I realized something terrifying. They were addicted to the books. No matter what they did, they couldn’t stop reading the books.
Facebook showed me just how much everyone is obsessed with the hero vampire, Edward Cullen.
I heard from the mouths of my own friends how much they loved him, and how they dreamed about him. When they saw a guy, they would literally consider whether he was like Edward or not.
Friends who had never liked to read before, all of the sudden could read five hundred page books in a couple of days! They go on and on about the Twilight books, and how much they love reading them. But if I mentioned another book I had recently read that I thought they might like, they would profess how much they hated reading.
It’s very frightening that just one book can be so well written that it grabs a hold of teenagers and grown-up’s minds; and turns a simple book into something much worse: an obsession.

The Twilight books supposedly send out a “strong message” of abstinence. But if it’s such a strong message, then why does Edward sneak into her room at night to lie beside her bed, to watch her sleep, and even to try and lie beside her in bed?
I find it very disturbing that even strong Christian organizations can dismiss all the vampires and evil that goes on in the book just because Edward slightly resists the urge to sleep with the girl he loves. How can we say we’re Christians, if we can compromise our beliefs so easily?

In the books, the whole Cullen family is described as good vampires. Can there be such a thing? I don’t think there can. Vampires were created as a symbol of pure evil. There is no right or wrong in Satan’s world. It’s all wrong. I almost shudder when I see so many young people worshipping a vampire. No matter how “good” he claims he is, or how “hot” he looks, he is still a vampire.

I personally have not read the books myself, but from what people have told me, and from the reviews I’ve read, the books get worse and worse as you go on in the series. They grow darker and more occult.
In the fourth book, Bella gets married to Edward and gives birth to a half-human, half-vampire baby, which tears its way out of her belly with torrents of blood.
She even dies, and in an effort to save her, Edward transforms her into a vampire.

My conclusion about the Twilight books and movie is that I’m concerned. It disturbs me that it has taken the minds of a generation that should be on fire for God. These books interfere with a relationship with God.
How can Jesus treat us as his lover, if we’re too busy daydreaming that a vampire would come into our lives and sweep us off our feet?
How can God speak to our minds and hearts if we’re too enthralled in the pages of a seductive book?
There’s a very simple answer: He can’t.

If we continue to let a new fad like the Twilight series rule our lives, how will we live our lives for God? What will happen to this world if we let little bits of evil creep into our thoughts and plant a seed? One seed can cause an overgrowth.
I hope that the next time someone starts talking about Twilight, I can share the way I feel about the books and the person will be changed in their thinking.

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Winter's Song

by me


The frost covers the cold ground,

It traces pictures on the windows,

It makes the world icy, cold, and white.

It’s winter.

Snow is coming!

Rush to the store!

Buy soup!

Buy milk!

The big white fluffy snowflakes fall to the ground,

My feet make them crunch beneath my feet,

I pick a handful, and pack it hard,

I wait patiently for my victim to walk around the corner.

I awake to the twinkling Christmas lights above me,

Shining like beautiful, mysterious stars,

I slip on my fuzzy slippers, and pull on my bathrobe.

I walk silently to the tree,

I sit in wonder and awe of its elegance.

It’s Christmas.

Thursday, November 13, 2008

15,000 words!!!

Finally! My mini goal of 15,000 words in Nanowrimo has been accomplished!!! After much struggling and conflict inside myself anyway.
I have started to find my story dull and boring, but I also have not stuck with just one story this long before. Usually I let the plot marinate in my mind before I plunge into the writing period. Actually I started this story with no plot in my mind at all really. But the end is just now starting to find itself in my head, it's still blurry, but once I put on my brain glasses I will probably see the light at the end of the tunnel.

Now...back to writing...

Saturday, November 1, 2008

Nanowrimo 08'

Another year...another nanowrimo...how very frightening! Nanowrimo for those of you that don't know is National Novel Writing Month. Where aspiring writers try to write a 50,000 word novel in one month, November. I have been a part of this since last year.
Last year I did Pauli and the Firebird, and well...I only made it to 20,000 words...because I got grounded from the computer.
But this year, I'm doing a story called Storm White. It's my own re-written version of Snow White. So far I have 3,221 words. That's not bad, for a start, I started a few days ago...so technically...I have only done around 1,000 (that's rounded of course). So...wish me luck, and don't blame me if I don't post anything for awhile. Because you certainly know what I'll be doing.

Thursday, October 30, 2008

Sarah Palin

I was told to write a paper about a person that means a lot to me. And I thought and thought about it, and then I thought about the vice presidential candidate, Sarah Palin. The reason she means so much to me, isn’t just because she’s a woman, but for much more then that.
She has the favor of God on her life. She trusts in him, and I believe she would not be standing up there next to John McCain today, if she did not trust in God, and let him do what he wants to in her life.
She does not believe in the killing of innocent little children. She lives what she believes day to day with not just herself, but her daughter also. They both have been criticized over and over because they did not kill their children.
I believe that Sarah Palin has the God given ability to help John McCain govern this country in God’s wisdom and truth. She doesn’t just talk the talk, she walks the walk.

Sarah Palin means so much to me, because she is a great role model. There have been so many times, where people claim to be Christians, but they disappoint when they don’t live the life of one. Sarah is proof that if you trust in God, you can be a light to the world.
I heard an interview she had with Dr. James Dobson one day, and he asked her how she handled all the criticism from the media. And she said that every night, she’s able to set that aside, with God’s help, because she can trust in him.

I admire, and respect Sarah Palin, because she has still put her trust, and faith in God, even through all the storms that have come up in her life. She is doing what God wants her do, even though people are mocking and pointing accusing fingers at her. She and her family have loved God through it all. That’s why Sarah Palin means so much to me.

Saturday, October 25, 2008

It's over...

Tonight was my performance of The Grapes of Wrath radio drama...and let me tell you...it was a bittersweet moment. I'm glad that it's over and I can rest. But I hate that it's over, and that I'm no longer acting like this everyday. And also that the close knitted family that formed is separated for the moment. It hurts. I formed such close friendships with everyone: Jonathan, Samantha, Tory, J'Michael, Philip, David, and everyone else who worked on it. I almost feel like crying...but I know it's not completely over. We're thinking about forming a radio drama team that does a radio drama like every different season.
I loved working with Dr. Mashburn, our acting coach. I feel like I've improved, and that made me feel so good, I wasn't nervous at all tonight.
Tonight Samantha, Tory, Jonathan, and I all got pictures of our converse shoes that we wore to match on purpose. It was so much fun tonight. People were coming up to us afterwards telling us how much they enjoyed it, and what a great job we did. I was so excited! I've always dreamed of being an actress, and this feeling of being praised for my work was nothing like I've ever imagined. It was something that I had done. :)

Rascal Flatts, and Taylor Swift concert

Last night I worked at the Rascal Flatts, and Taylor Swift concert, selling merchandise. Taylor Swift opened, and it was great. She really got into the music. She sang Love Story, and another new song from her upcoming album, Fearless. She also sang a lot of old favorites from her first album.
There was one part of the concert where she started banging on the drums along with her backup singer, and fiddle player.
At the end of her performance, they asked for an encore, and she gave them another song, but afterwards they wanted even more, so she sang Another Picture to Burn.
Rascal Flatts' set up was awesome. There was a huge square cat walk going around the whole room. The stage was set up with a bunch of colorful lights, and moving backgrounds.
I usually like Taylor Swift more then Rascal Flatts, but I think they're concert, was the best concert I've ever seen. It was so energetic and fun! They were really interactive too. There was one little boy in the crowd that had bought one of their cowboy hats, and so the lead singer knelt down, picked him up, and walked him around the stage.
No one would come and buy anything during the actual concert part, so we were allowed to go and watch the concert! At the end of the concert, they released a bunch of balloons, and confetti. I got a blue balloon that says: Rascal Flatts, Bob That Head, and a handful of white confetti.
After the concert, we had to stay and count inventory. And then we had to take it downstairs (backstage), to the inventory room, and our leader told my friend and I that we could go looking for Rascal Flatts, and Taylor Swift. We ran into another friend, so we went searching together, and found out that we had just missed them. They had literally just pulled out. Which stunk. When we went down the elevator. They had gotten on, right before us. But anyway, we saw Taylor Swift's band, Rascal Flatts' dressing room, Rascal Flatts' equipment truck, and I did catch a glimpse of the lead singer of Rascal Flatts'.
I had a really cool time, it wasn't just working. It was a concert too! So yeah, I thought it was awesome. It's the best concert I've ever been to.

Monday, October 20, 2008

Inspired

I feel so inspired to write something...but what? I have no idea. If anyone has any suggestions...please...feel completely free to let me know what they are.

Friday, October 17, 2008

Script Writing

Yikes! I never knew modifying a book into a script is so complicated! Four other teenagers, and I are writing a radio drama script of The Grapes of Wrath, by John Steinbeck. For each scene, you need it to be 60-80 words. This is all the dialogue!!! There is much rich intriguing conversations in this book, that's it really hard! Because you want to keep in certain lines that describe a certain character, but it adds nothing else to the book except describing the character! But it'll work out. The live recording is next saturday.

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Anything & Everything

Today I was working on a story that I've been writing about a village of mice. I was looking for pictures of brown mice, when I came across a little picture of a very, very small stuffed animal. Let's just say that they showed this little creature next to a nickel...there was no size difference.
Now I desperately want to go to a craft store and pick up some supplies to do this fun craft too!!!

The Grapes of Wrath is going smoothly. Last night we listened to a clip of You Are There, and old radio series from the 1940's. We're using the same concept of reporting on a historical event in our radio show.
We also started writing our script. We were able to get our intro done. We had to use 80 words or less, and we ended up using 89, but that was fine. It turned out really well I thought.

I've been cleaning my room, and I've come across so many things I'd forgotten about. Stories I found that I didn't even remember starting, Stories that I thought I had lost, clothes that did not fit me one little bit, clothes I hadn't worn since 5th grade, little odds and ends that I didn't need anymore. Basically anything you can think of I found. I also found more book space! Yes! I had run out...and I didn't want to part with any of my precious books. But after I went through my clothes, I emptied out an old crate I'd been using as a drawer (since mine are all broken), and now I have plenty of room for books, and DVD's!

This Monday I found the old BBC versions of The Lion, The Witch, and The Wardrobe, Prince Caspian, The Voyage of the Dawn Treader, and The Silver Chair all for only $9.99! The set of them usually costs $30-$50!

I'm getting closer and closer to having enough money for the FlipVideo camera I've been saving for. Then I can make fun, awesome movies with my friends! I had an idea for an Enna Burning book trailer today that I thought was genius!

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Taylor Swift

She's pretty much one of my favorite artists now. I heard Teardrops on my Guitar, and Our song for the first time, and now I absolutely in love with Love Story her new single. I was already going to go to the Rascal Flatts, Taylor Swift concert, but now that I like their music, I'm even more excited! This helps make up for Michael Buble.

Tonight is my second meeting for The Grapes of Wrath. I can't wait! I'm excited to see how it turns out!

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Michael Buble...gone

I had an awesome chance to go to a Michael Buble concert for free, and earn money for my brother at the same time...but that chance flew away :(
I work concession stands at the Vols games every saturday, and so whenever they told us that we had a chance to work at the special events at Thompson Boling Arena, and the first concert was Michael Buble....I immediately wanted to be a part of it! I was told I could work it, and would even be able to watch part of the concert...but then...I heard the news...Michael Buble brings his own team to sell his stuff! I was disappointed...but hey...at least I still get to work at Rascal Flatts! :D

Monday, September 22, 2008

Living Life in the Moment

I begin to realize just how important little moments really are. Words are constantly jumbling about in my head, looking for a way onto a page...any way. As long as they get out. Countless times I will be reading a book, and realize about three paragraphs later that I haven't been paying any attention at all to what I've been reading, but that I've been thinking up some new clever character.
I love my writing, it's a huge part of my life, and it's a part of me now. Sometimes I can be completely surrounded by people, and not realize that I'm not the only one in the room. For when I'm being inspired by nature, or music, or anything else; my imagination takes hold and runs wild. Leading me to and fro, searching for new ground to cover.
This talent...no God given gift has also taught me to pick up little details, to realize that small things matter too. Just one adjective in a good sentence, can make it not just good...but DELICIOUS!
I've learned to pick up on emotions, or change of tones with my friends. I always know if they are truly happy, or if they're putting on a show.
Remember people. Spend time with them. Love them. For life is a short, but very great adventure. You never know what's going to happen tomorrow, or the day after that. Many hardships can be thrown your way, you just have to learn how to cope with them...really cope with them. Not smiling for everyone else, but then locking your bedroom door and crying yourself to sleep. No...learning how to trust. How to trust one that's greater then us. The ultimate decision maker. Our father, and our true Love.

Friday, September 19, 2008

Writing

Oh yes I forgot to mention the writing I'm doing in my last post.
Over the past year I had been taking a break from my writing. There were just so many other things to do. But yesterday I sat down and wrote again, in my free time, just for fun. It wasn't involved with school, or something someone told me to do. It was my own choice...and it felt SO good! I felt free again...free to dream...free to write...free to inspire!
So I've decided to do NaNoWriMo again this November. I need some good story ideas...so if anyone has any please feel free to let me know!

Theater and Writing

Today I went to a program at my local library called Media High. It's basically discovering, learning about, and exploring the world of Media for high schoolers. This year there are only four people counting me in the group, but we will be putting on a Radio Drama of The Grapes of Wrath. It will most likely be aired later on the actual radio too! I'm so excited and it's going to be such fun! I can't wait until we get things started! I'm going to read The Grapes of Wrath too so I can help with the script writing. This is going to be so much fun!